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if you dont have me listed on facebook, go, find me, and see my pics of me in suits!

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so in anticipation of the mid season premiere of the last ever ten episodes of battlestar galactica, i have come up with a drink that my husband says is the best drink he has had in a long time.
mix equal parts crantasia schnopps, redrum rum which is a fruity kind of rum, club soda and bar syrup to taste. we call it caprica six because the color is similar to the color of her dress when baltar is hallucinating her.
and less than a week till the final ten!!!!! and we find out the final one!

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The meeting and readthrough for the monologues will take place at Deborah's house on Sunday, Jan 11 at 5:00. It's kind of a potluck thing as well, so if you want to bring a little something to share, that would be great! Please let Deborah or I know if you cannot make it.

Anna

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and it was not police beat!
http://www.sj-r.com/features/x512372180/Lincoln-Land-art-professor-also-instructs-his-pupils-about-life

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pass this on to anyone who would want to donate to this:)

Hello! My name is Anna Mulch and I am part of the Feminist Activist
Coalition at Lincoln Land Community College in Springfield Illinois.
The Feminist Activist Coalition is made up of energetic women and men
who support equality between the sexes and are interested in working
on grassroots school and community projects and productions that raise
awareness and help promote equality and equal opportunity for all. The
group has a specific interest in eradicating violence against women,
and, therefore, organizes service work and fundraising opportunities
for members with organizations that focus on education, training, and
awareness of such issues.
One of the ways that we as a group are raising awareness is through
the performance of Eve Ensler's "The Vagina Monologues". This year is
the ten year anniversary of the one woman play, and it symbolizes over a
decade's worth of contributions and changes that have occurred
worldwide. One of the ways that Lincoln Land commemorates V-day, is to
perform the play on campus. All the money raised goes to local women's
charities and shelters. In addition to the cost of admission, we also
hold a silent art auction that has proven to be one of the highlights
of the event. Not only are some desperately needed funds raised, the
winner gets to take home a wonderful piece of art.
As an artist, I know how hard it can be to part with a current
project. I also know that as an artist, I like to help out when and
where I can. I would ask that you contribute to this wonderful cause
by donating a small piece of art or jewelry that we may auction off.
The funds raised will go to The Sojourn Shelter which provides
emergency shelter for victims of domestic violence.
Our Advisor is Deborah Brothers, who can be contacted at 786-4966 or
deborah.brothers@llcc.edu. The play will be performed Feb. 15 and 16
at 7 p.m. Thank you for your support and your donation to this
wonderful event. The performaces will be held February 13, 14
and 15, 2009.
Anna Mulch

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1) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
02) What was your dream growing up?
03) What talent do you wish you had?
04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
05) Favorite vegetable?
06) What was the last book you read?
07) What zodiac sign are you?
08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
09) Worst Habit?
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
11) What is your favorite sport?
12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
16) Do you have any pets?
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
18) What was your first impression of me?
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
22) What color eyes do you have?
23) Ever been arrested?
24) Bottle or can soda?
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
27) What's your favorite place to hang out at?
28) Do you believe in ghosts?
29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
30) Do you swear a lot?
31) Biggest pet peeve?
32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
34) Favourite and least favourite food?
35) Do you believe in God?
36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?

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taken by yours truly at the springfield announcment of his vp running mate



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so im sitting on the couch, and i think ive had like 4-5 different flavor martinis, ane the venture brothers is on tv. theres a lot going on that i cant ta;l about right now, but it was stressing me out, hence the martinis......i dont like not getting along with my friends,yet i wonder what that word even means. i guess what im trying to say is as much as i dont want to, i do miss her...go figure...
alcohold does make things a little clearer and there is nothing funnier than a dr who joke in family guy!!!! god do i love that show. sometimes i wonder that larissa is the way she is because thats what she thinks i want her to be, but then i look at the past and know tha she is the way she is becase that is her.......does that make sense....
now i have hte blue balls in the blood eye....gotta love venture brothers.....
gotta love the numbness that comes with vodka....talked to jacob today....blackula....hehehehe i know doesnt make sense...but when has ventture brothers been in the real world.....
i know this is disjointed....and i apologize for that. to bad that my fingers cant keep up with my thoughts....now for ome atavan and hopefully peacefull sleep. though i have slept the last 2 nights, i think my subconscience is fuking wtih me....at least its sleep....so more fritos, tweak peeing, playing on the discworld and then i shall sleep.....and wonder what im going to be walking into at work tomorrow. work is going well. i really do love my job, as much as i bitch about it.....i do love it....though it feels like when i graduate it wil be time to move on and that scares the fuck out of me. ive been ther for seven years, ive never been anywerhe that long....i dont know if i want to leave or not....
im getting tired so im gonna make tweak pea and go to bed....
loveouall that actually read this....

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so last night i drempt that someone that used to be really close to me was trying to convince me that i was a lesbian. in my dream she got a hold of someone from my highschool, i cant even remember her name now, she was in the grade above me and kept saying that she was going to be a model but she was really ugly and so a lesbian. well, they created this online group and i think her name was tracy? kristen help me out with this.....she rode the other bus in town, and they kept saying youre a lesbian and i was all no, im anna. i dont need to label myself to be comfortable with myself. and then everyone kept saying youre this or your that and im going no, im anna, just anna, and thats okay.....
and i woke up this morning and i really was okay with me as me. i think we label things either to keep them at a distance or to make things more comfortable. its easy if we can say this person is this, or that, or whathaveyou. adolf hitler was a nazi, george w. bush is president, i am a bisexual, tory is my husband. while we are all those things, there is so much more.
why is it easier to define someone. look at this
i am.....
a woman
a daughter
a wife
a mother
a depressive
a sister
a friend
a cobden applekocker
a former goth girl
a tori amos fan
a fan girl
a contradiction
an emotional wreck
strong
quite
weak
contrary
redhead
brunette
tall
short
loving
hateful
addicted to e.r.
addicted to bsg
in total love with becky syler who is my best friend ever!
and even this list of things doesnt really convey who i am....what i am is what i am are you what you are or what?
i am whatever you say i am
and that still isnt true
how can you define something undefinable
and why are you comfortable living with labels, put there either by yourself or others
why do we have to be anything!
why cant we be who we are?
if you are more comfortable defining yourself in miniscule terms, then so be it. i wont stop you, but the minute we stop labeling people and ourselves, is the moment we become comfortable and accepting of who we are.i accept myself as i am, contradictions, flaws and everything....
i hope you do too....

Current Mood: contemplative contemplative
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new haircut all yall!





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i really think that if ledger had lived, they would have made arkham asylum which is my favorite batman story...

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does anyone else feel like something really odd is going to happen? not necesarilly odd, but something big? the last few weeks, since the solstice, i havent been able to sleep for long periods of time. ill wake right before rem sleep and i was talking to a friend at work who suggested it was psychosomatic, but everyone i know thats experiencing this is doing it independently and didnt know the others were until someone said something.
its almost like we have to cultivate energy, but that has to be done actively not passively. its like we are having to store up energy for whats coming...

cant stop whats coming, cant stop what is on its way...

last night was the first really restful nights sleep that i have had in 3 weeks.....

things are really fucked up right now. one of my friends was arrested for &^(&*^(&*^&*^(&^( to another friend of me and that is totally fucking with my head.
i finally stood up to papa which is fucked up
joni has been in my thoughts as much as mamma magdalene has been lately.
2 weeks ago i got drunker than i had ever had before, and it wasnt like i was trying to, we were just out having fun with rob and the gang.....
work is in a holding pattern
and im having wierd pains in my tummy area. i think its a pulled muscle because its not radiating anywhere and its constant.
and there is a twilight zone marathon on this weekend!!!!!!!!! yay!
i feel like somethings coming and i dont know what it is.

Current Mood: pensive pensive
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They walked up the long, gravel driveway with trees flowing in the breeze. Honeysuckle dripped from the side of the road, following the couple as they made their way up to the house on the top of the hill. Finally, after what seemed like an eternity but was really just a few passing uncomfortable minutes, the two made their way to the path that led them to the house.
The Teaburg family came out to great them with open arms. the sound of people playing in the pool and the scent of brats played on the air.
"Oh my god! I am so glad that you came!" exclamed bryan, embracing cat and ray as they entered the back yard. cat hadn't seen bryan since the psych class in college. In fact, the invitation had been so sudden she didn't quite know what to make of it. They had never been close, just passing in the hallways, but apparently she had made such an impression on him as to warrent an invitation to his house 3 years later. It was a party to celebrate the summer equinox on june 21. cat had always been partial to the solstice as well as the equinox, they had a special pull on her, like they did with the seasons. it was almost spiritual on those days, the closest one could to get to heaven on earth if you were looking. and to get an invitation to a solstice party that she wasn't throwing was unheard of! in a small town the odds of someone celebrating the same day as her was almost unheard of.









ill finish this later. vampires are coming!

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tory changed the name to dear anna.....
i swear to god he did!

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is always a good thing!!!!:)


I don’t pick up the phone when you call anymore
I don’t answer your texts
I don’t want you around anymore
Your time here is spent
Go spend it with someone as fake as you
Go spend it with her
Or is it him? I confuse the two
But they are just as fake as you

Youll die alone if you don’t change
Alone with all your sins
And your past hauntings to hold your hands
As you drift into that dark abyss

Why did you fuck us over
And try to make us as miserable as you
Why couldn’t you stop being selfish
Even for just a night or two
Why should the world revolve
Around your every wish and whim
Oh wait I forgot
It is all about you
All about you in the end

You only call when you need us
You don’t call to say I care
You only call when youre desperate
Pale clit flapping alone in the air
You only want us one way
Up your ass preferred
Youre still living a lie
But it’s the life you prefer

Why did you fuck him over
And make him as miserable as you
Why did you take and never give
He gave everything to you
Why did you choose to lie
To him as well as GOD
And turn his life upside down
The day you said goodbye

Karma comes round my friend
And is coming to visit you
And all those you fucked over
Will be haunting you
Haunting you
Haunting you

I don’t pick up the phone when you call anymoe
I don’t answer your texts

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i have a story posted here! go see it!

just look for anna mulch
http://www.waterstones.com/waterstonesweb/navigate.do?pPageID=200000637

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is printed!!!! woooohooooo!
go to sj-r.com, click on opinions, then letters to the editor, and mine is the one about dr. roberts!

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